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“Idhu en thali. Un Appa kuduthadhu. Ana idhula irukkadhu pasam. Idhu un future ku. Vilakku pottu vaikka ninaikkiraiya? Enakku vilakku vendam. Unnoda ninaivu podhum.”

Kumaran’s father was a drunkard who beat his mother, Meenakshi, daily. But Meenakshi worked as a kudumai (maid) in 12 houses, saved every rupee, and put Kumaran through engineering college. The night before he left for the US, she gave him a worn-out thali chain.

But his American wife, Priya, saw Meenakshi as “conservative” and “needy.” Calls became shorter. Then stopped. For two years, Kumaran didn’t visit India. Not for his father’s death. Not for Deepavali. Not even for her 60th birthday.

Senthil drives a drunk Kumaran to his old house in Triplicane. The door is half-open. Inside, Meenakshi lies on a cot, frail, but eyes wide open. She isn’t surprised.

“Kanna, nee America poyi rendu varusham aachu. Innikku un Appa’s third death anniversary. Neeyum un wife Priyavum varala. Naan mattum paththi vilakku vechaen. Un kai ezhuthu kooda illai. Unakku Amma mela kovam illai. Aanalum, oru vaarthai: ‘Vaango Amma’ endru solla marandhutaayo?” Kumaran’s voice breaks as he translates it for Senthil.

“Dei Kumaran, nee enna inga vandhu kudikkanum nu sonna? Unakku vayasaaana? Nee San Francisco la single malt kudikkira aalu.”

Kumaran, a 32-year-old software architect settled in San Francisco, sits in a corner, staring at a half-empty glass of cheap brandy. He hasn’t touched it. His friend, Senthil, nudges him.